It's been a while since I have posted an update here...
I've gone back and forth on whether I wanted to share this with the Kinky WORLD..
But I truly believe in speaking My TRUTH... SO here goes...
On April 14th, 2019 I went to emergency room thinking I had a upper resp infection.. when i 1st got there the Dr also thought it was a upper resp infection kinda stabbing pain in my left side back so gave me a breathing treatment.. Next thing I know i felt really dizzy and everything went black...
So, I Died... Yeah.. totally nuts huh?!?!?! I was shocked 3 times and given CPR and came back after being dead for 3 mins.. I woke up with a nurse giving Me Mouth to Mouth which totally freaked Me out so i pushed her.. they was yelling don't push the nurse then I was trying to sit up and the other nurse doing chest compressions on me pushed me back down and they told me to lay down then I looked to my left side and the nice sweet doctor was holding those shocking paddles in his hands and said welcome back you Died...
WHAT THE FUCK.?!?!?!
Was taken to ICU and they did a heart cath in my right wrist and found My heart had a blood clot and that part was 100% clogged so they took out clot and put a Stint in... other ones are 60% or worse and couldn't be touched so they have a game plan... Same time i find out i have diabetes.. what the heck can be next? so they are giving Me 15 medications for My heart .. mind you I went in ER taking ZERO medications ... I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AGAINST MEDICATIONS...
They said they was sending Me home with a LIFE Vest I have to wear 24 -7.. I'm only to take it off 5 mins a day.. it will shock me if I die again.. I have Sudden Cardiac Death.. that's what its called.. Blows My Mind.. So i wear the vest for 3-4 months....Then they are Giving Me a Pace Maker...
I am still trying to process all this ..I'm so sore and bruised from them doing chest compressions on me and i have burn marks on my boobs where they shocked me 3 times..
It has changed My Life and Everything.. Everything is different and seems different..
The Dr and others have asked Me if i saw the bright white light.. No i seen total darkness and I musta been going to the Hot place..
Dr said if had happened some place other than in the emergency room My family would be making My Funeral Arrangements.. I feel lucky!!!!
I am so THANKFUL to BE ALIVE..
I am doing everything the Dr's want me too..
I'm Home..
I love all my close friends and family that knew what happened all along.. thank you for everything you did and all your support and love... MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME.. I love you all...
I decided to share this with MY Online & Kinky family and friends as well.. I love a lot of Ladies in the scene .. I've been in it for 29 yrs.. so I know a lot of people.. and Adore you ALL..
I also love everyone in My Huge MUSIC family..
I love My Loyals who are so devoted to ME thank you for your support and love and gifts.. Mistress adores you..
So I will be relaxing..
but i will still be around being amused and adored and of course well served..
I am accustomed to being treated like a total Queen that I am.
I will NOT Tolerate anything that Stresses Me Out..
When I lost My Mother Dec 2017 it really did a number On Me..
I am Going to do everything I need to so I live a LONG LIFE...
I figured I would write this so I could tell everyone in one swoop..
Don't PITY Me .. I'm a STRONG WOMAN..
I'm sure someone will be a asshole making comments.. I do not even care..
But I keeps it 100%
I'm so Thankful to Be Alive.. I'm going to be happy and live life to the fullest..
What Doesn't Kill you makes you Stronger..
